Birthday Cake

Essay about Myself 

(This essay is dedicated to completing my english task).

When i was child, birthday is very very exciting day for me. The way i get older, blew the candles out, make a wish, singing happily with a big smile on my face feels like i'm the happiest person in the world! An optimist child who got possessed by the god of happiness, thats what i think about myself back then. 

As i get to blew and blew the candles away, i got older and older. My mindset and everything changed, i'm not that little child anymore. I should be more mature, more wise, more calm! The way 10 years old trying to have bussiness-woman mindset still kinda suprised me (lmao). At my 5th grade, i always trying-trying-trying to be the person i want to be. Being student council vice-president at 8th grade. My life feels like full of formalities. My brain want to blown away like the way the candles blown out. 

Few years down the road. At 9th grade, finally i'm saying goodbye for my 7th-grader mindset! I always wanna be me, the child that get excited by birthday cake, the child that always be playful, the child that smiling everyday but getting mad easily, the child that act like a child! It's okay even though i'm not professional enough, cause i still 15 years old! I still make mistake and thats how the world's work! 

Eventhough i'm not that excited because of birthday, but i'm still excited of how tommorow would come be. I want to laugh, i want to cry, i want to express myself freely! 

I'm happy with who am i now, but i'm still lack of expressionism. I can't befriend easily, sometimes i'm too hard on myself. it's okay! I will always be myself and befriend with everyone!